tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-44425111837331207382024-02-21T00:48:50.730+08:00My daily ramblingssnowflakeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03978077881208623681noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4442511183733120738.post-62285906670860259692008-02-14T22:43:00.002+08:002008-02-14T22:47:04.620+08:00How do I learn to walk away?Common sense tells me to walk away. It's a hellhole.. y am I still striving to stay on? Because of comfort?<br />Why do I want to stay on? I don't have the courage to walk away from all these.. I don't know how to say no...snowflakeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03978077881208623681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4442511183733120738.post-77561941133150472182008-01-27T21:13:00.000+08:002008-01-27T21:23:11.210+08:00Dreams..Haha... sleeping and dreaming is so fun these few days..=)<br />Kept dreaming of him, and all dreams are happy dreams.. at least there are some happy moments in my dreams even though there are none in reality?<br />Even dreamt that he might be gay..=P<br />Totally unrealistic dreams, but how I wish that they will come true.<br />Wish that I can bump into him everyday and get to know him better.<br />Hope to see him on the train home..<br />I will have a silly smile on my face and the whole world seems better everytime I see him.<br />I always felt that something will go wrong everytime I see him.. but then.. my sis told me to view it in another way.<br />Things are going bad for you, and God is letting in a ray of brightness into your day so that the day won't seem so bad after all..<br />If this is true.. I really really hope that we can don't be just frens..<br />Don't even know whether he has a gf.. don't really know anything about him.. sigh..snowflakeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03978077881208623681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4442511183733120738.post-49965576434513235662008-01-06T23:40:00.000+08:002008-01-06T23:46:24.437+08:00It's back...Seems like every year it will come back once to haunt me.. buffer period without medication is only 6 months.<br />Back to eating medicine and having more complications..=(<br />I'm greedy... there are so many things that I want to do.. but there's so little time to do everything..<br />Things I want to do:<br />1) Resume piano lessons for FTCL<br />2) Get a few papers published with my name as 1st author<br />3) Take Masters<br />4) Manage my two projects well<br />5) Continue violin?<br />6) Take A.MUS?<br />My greatest wish.. can I stop taking medication? It's a cycle...my neuro medication controls my neuro condition.. then it causes gastric ulcers.. then take more medication..<br />The world is a depressing place to be in..snowflakeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03978077881208623681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4442511183733120738.post-31581183196309312962008-01-01T01:17:00.000+08:002008-01-01T01:23:40.307+08:00Looking back at 2007Looking back at 2007, even though the year had been full of trials, I still would like to give thanks to God, to all my frens..<br />Thank you very much for being there when I needed somone. Thank you for helping me whole heartedly without asking for anything in return. Thank you for restoring my health.<br />At the beginning, everything seems bleak... now, everything turns out fine.<br />Thank you to everyone in my life, and I hope to be a stronger and better person in the new year.snowflakeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03978077881208623681noreply@blogger.com0